Opening up my email inbox just isn't the same anymore.
Every day I see the newsletter from the "Drowning Support Network" and the Daily "GriefShare" email.
Today's email was entitled: "A Remedy for Loneliness: Develop a Hobby or Skill."
This utterly depressed me and made me laugh at the same time.
This must be geared towards older, retired widows. I am fairly busy caring for one super active toddler, trying to sort through all the paperwork that trails behind a death, and figure out how and where we'll live. But yeah, in my spare time, I'll take up knitting or learn Italian.
It has been a searing few days. I needed desperately to be alone today so friends took Audrey to Sunday school for me. She was thrilled and seems to love going there with them. I don't think I've been alone for this long in months.